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Who is
of so little faith that in a moment of great disaster
or heartbreak has not called to his God? Who has not
cried out when confronted with danger, death, or mystery
beyond his normal experience or comprehension? From
where has this deep instinct come which escapes from
the mouth of all living creatures in moments of peril?
Move your
hand in haste before another's eyes and his eyelids
will blink. Tap another on his knee and his leg will
jump. Confront another with dark horror and his mouth
will say, "My God" from the same deep impulse.
My life need not be filled with religion in order
for me to recognize this greatest mystery of nature.
All creatures that walk the earth, including man,
possess the instinct to cry for help. Why do we possess
this instinct, this gift?
Are not
our cries a form of prayer? Is it not incomprehensible
in a world governed by nature's laws to give a lamb,
or a mule, or a bird, or man the instinct to cry out
for help lest some great mind has also provided that
the cry should be heard by some superior power having
the ability to hear and to answer our cry? Henceforth
I will pray, but my cries for help will only be cries
for guidance.
Never will I pray for the material things of the world.
I am not calling to a servant to bring me food. I
am not ordering an innkeeper to provide me with room.
Never will I seek delivery of gold, love, good health,
petty victories, fame, success, or happiness. Only
for guidance will I pray, that I may be shown the
way to acquire these things, and my prayer will always
be answered.
The guidance
I seek may come, or the guidance I seek may not come,
but are not both of these an answer? If a child seeks
bread from his father and it is not forthcoming has
not the father answered?
I will
pray for guidance, and I will pray as a salesman,
in this manner Oh creator of all things, help me.
For this day I go out into the world naked and alone,
and without your hand to guide me I will wander far
from the path which leads to success and happiness.
I ask not for gold or garments or even opportunities
equal to my ability; instead, guide me so that I may
acquire ability equal to my opportunities.
You have
taught the lion and the eagle how to hunt and prosper
with teeth and claw. Teach me how to hunt with words
and prosper with love so that I may be a lion among
men and an eagle in the market place.
Help me
to remain humble through obstacles and failures; yet
hide not from mine eyes the prize that will come with
victory.
Assign
me tasks to which others have failed; yet guide me
to pluck the seeds of success from their failures.
Confront me with fears that will temper my spirit;
yet endow me with courage to laugh at my misgivings.
Spare
me sufficient days to reach my goals; yet help me
to live this day as though it be my last.
Guide
me in my words that they may bear fruit; yet silence
me from gossip that none be maligned.
Discipline
me in the habit of trying and trying again; yet show
me the way to make use of the law of averages. Favor
me with alertness to recognize opportunity; yet endow
me with patience which will concentrate my strength.
Bathe
me in good habits that the bad ones may drown; yet
grant me compassion for weaknesses in others. Suffer
me to know that all things shall pass; yet help me
to count my blessings of today.
Expose
me to hate so it not be a stranger; yet fill my cup
with love to turn strangers into friends.
But all
these things be only if thy will. I am a small and
a lonely grape clutching the vine yet thou hast made
me different from all others. Verily, there must be
a special place for me. Guide me. Help me. Show me
the way.
Let me
become all you planned for me when my seed was planted
and selected by you to sprout in the vineyard of the
world.
Help this
humble salesman. Guide me, God.
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